About me
My name is Isabel Amarilis Esterl. My life began in Brazil, where I spent the first nine years of my life immersed in a vibrant, indigenous culture through my mother's involvement in a unique project. This early exposure to a different way of life shaped my understanding of the world profoundly.
At the age of nine, my family and I moved to a small village in Bavaria, Germany. This transition marked the beginning of a pattern that would continue throughout my life: every two years, we relocated, each time to a new environment, which enriched my experience with diverse cultures and perspectives.
By eighteen, I had left my parents' home and settled in Passau, Germany. There, I embarked on a stable life, studying education and working as a Montessori teacher, Gestalt therapist, yoga and mindfulness instructor, and practitioner of non-violent communication. Despite building a future with a partner and establishing a promising career, I felt a profound sense of unfulfillment and a deep thirst for something more.
Realizing that the traditional school system could no longer satisfy my aspirations, I took a bold step. I left my established life and embraced a nomadic existence, searching for a community where love and true connection could flourish. This quest led me to the Possibility Management Village, where I discovered a community of Edgeworkers and found a new way of living rooted in radical responsibility.
Possibility Management introduced me to a transformative framework of new thoughtware and innovative approaches to living. This paradigm shift allowed me to create entirely new results and possibilities in my life. For the past year and a half, I have been dedicated to bridging modern culture, which often pushes humanity to its limits, with emerging regenerative cultures that foster intimacy, collaboration, and genuine success.
As I continue this journey, I remain in exploring the true essence of love and how it manifests in our lives and communities.
I am a Fear Club Spaceholder.
Here is a Legend about Fear Club:
I held space for 10 Women for a Women’s Fear Club. I am sharing with you here how it went.
I was in adventure as 4 brave women are also apprenticing to deliver their own Fear Club and there is more matrix in the space.
After shrinking my box (https://boxtechnology.mystrikingly.com)- because she is really that small- I started with a meeting with the apprentice where I invited them to step with me in the circle and hold space together. I asked them: Where is your egde?
This women were on fire! Archan collaboration happend. I sense that this moments of Women being in a team are nourishing me so much that I still feal the energetic inprint in me now.
From the beginning the first session was all about aliveness and how to use the fear as key to be vulnerable.
We went with the first layer of emotional fear then the feeling of Fear, expressing or gently touching, letting the numbness bar to fear go down step by step.
A Women shared how much energy is circulating through her Nervoussystem after exploring the feeling of fear.
Seeing women being scared together touched me so, because instaed of seperation and stopping, authentic being together happend- exactly where we are and even inviting each other- go one level deaper; what are you really scared about?
I held a process for the women where they put there energetic heart out to see what is blocking them from really being with each other. In the early childhood we women already put blocks in to protect us from being with our feelings and showing what is going on.
In the last break out room, I went to space to space just listening to the women with their energetic heart on her hands telling each other where their heart contracts, where it opens up and what they feel for each other.
At the beginning the Women said all their concepts about Fear, Fear is dangerous, Fear is the opposite of love, Fear is bad. I feel sad how fear is blocking magic to happen in our world. Fear is such a fine, powerful energy and can be destroyed and missused so fast to manipulate people who think they know better.
I am celebrating Fear Club!